i love you dad, im laying here again in my bedd and thinking about you. i dont exactly think you kno what i would do to just see you again; hug you again, hear your voice even if it is you yelling at me for bein such a dumb ass after you passed. but you yelling at me is what i need right now. i need you here with me to get me through how things are going right now. i miss you so much dad, we all do.! taylor is playing sports in high skool and reese was in his first play, i want you to be there with us to sit through taylors games and watch reese grow up ad you raise him the way you raised me.! ever since you left we all havent been the same.. we need you to come patch this family back together again as if you never left us. there hasnt been too many times i felt you but i know your here with us all the time. you know i dont ask for much but i will ask you to help me out with what you can right now please and help mom out also.. i love you dad.!!